Pray for the Mourning

Walls white smooth perfectly alligned stones

hard carved passion nipped and tucked into

form fitting rosary beeds rolling between

Sister Flaca’s paper thin fingers

counting sins existing only in imagination

and held secret within the walls of her cell

if walls could talk….

Cold breeze whispers through abandoned pews,

dusty seats imprinted into wooden amens

splintered generations reserved by row

long time since confession spilled with

droplets of communion wine

Mother Bones preparing for Father Time

polish the chalice and light the wick

fire where candles burned out revisited

if these walls could talk ….

Rustling robes, colors faded into gray,

smoke tinted glass forever hidden

behind cobwebbed curtains and partons

long grown deaf from silence

and a lack of contribution

no candles lit here

empty plates and boxes

as hallow as the knee prints

on worn out velveteen

darkly stained with shadows

of communion whine and tears,

bless me, Father, for I have sinned,

and the choir loft echoes,

if these walls could talk….

Midnight mass, owl hooting,

in an abandoned cemetary,

we walked the long way on a short cut

during All Hallow’s Eve,

abandoned church beckoning,

church bells ringing,

and we are running,

running to the house,

bolt the door,

Pope Boneyface is knocking,

fear runs deep, injected cleanly

into veins frozen in terror,

the missionaries are here,

and we are alone crying,

if these walls could talk….

Sometimes the truth is hard to swallow

If you’ve lived past the age of ten, there are some truths that you just know ARE by now. It doesn’t matter whether they are fair or not. It doesn’t matter if they are right or wrong. They are not matters of ethical debates. Possible moral dilemmas, but most probably within yourself as you try and live with what you know. Sounds cryptic, I know, so here goes the black and white of it.

We had a staff meeting this morning concerning student attendance, numbers, etc. You know, all that grant-determining people, uh, I mean, data business. Anyway, we were discussing attendance issues, and one of the instructors shared that a female student has been consistently late due to a date problem. No, not a day of the month, but the fact that she won’t date her boss. He refuses to change her schedule or support her going to school for English in anyway unless she goes out with him.

One instructor blurted out something about making a report to the police because that was illegal. Our director pointed out that the student was ILLEGAL, so of course she wasn’t going to tell any type of authority.

Fortunately, she was referred to an advocate who is helping her with this situation is a safe manner for her, but the point of this blog is to examine the truth, and this truth, while it is in no way news to me, slapped me hard in the face this morning. The whole reason she is coming to ESL classes is to learn enough English to take her citizenship exam, get a decent job, and contribute to her family and be a productive, contributing individual in this country. She wants to make a home here, not just skip off with the profits back to her homeland.

For this, I am sad. Par for the course, as some may say, as I have said, but sometimes when you put a face to the harsh reality, it’s just a little harder to simply shrug your shoulders and say, “Oh well, that’s the price you pay.”

When Passion Came Back To Town … And Stayed

David DeVary artwork “Rusty”
http://www.daviddevary-santafe.com/posters.html

The stranger came to her on a night

when all the passion had disappeared,

and the woman had learned to live

without any arms to hold her tight.

the years had given her time to

adjust to sleeping alone,

running the one thing that kept her alive,

the family owned hotel.

Up the dirt road

the figure rode alone,

well worn saddle beneath

the majesty of a woman from the hills

brightly gleaming,

bouncing in rhythm,

gold hair waving in song,

mirror of the mane before her

as she and the horse approached as one.

A quick, determined dismount

brought the stranger to the ground,

and for the first time

in a long time

the woman worried about

how the wind had blown her own hair,

how hard the humidity had curled the ends,

how she looked in this same dress,

a faded fabric memory of long lost cheer.

As the stranger approached her,

a warm smile upon her face,

eyes dancing with firelight,

and a devil may care look

in every step she made,

the woman brightened her own smile,

and welcomed the stranger for a stay.

The day went painfully slow,

as the stranger slept in,

but as soon as the twilight appeared,

so the stranger took her place

in the bar across the lobby,

puposefully in full view of

her hostess’ survey,

and it didn’t take long ’til

the stranger noticed

the feel of a visual embrace.

Once again that grin ran across

the stranger’s beautiful lips,

and she turned slightly

towards the entry way,

stopping the woman in her tracks,

now blushingly embarassed for getting

caught so easily.

The stranger set down

the almost empty glass

and looked straight into

the dark eyes of this woman

who she felt she already knew,

then motioned for the woman to pass

through the open door on the backside

of the bar and follow her outside

to where the fireflies

began to spark.

The woman met the stranger by the swing

and sat next to her,

silently watching the fireflies

and the stars that began

to stir.

The stranger reached gently over,

and took the woman’s hand,

and sat with her until the dark

covered the land.

As the moon rose

in peach and orange hues,

the stranger made the move

to pull the woman close,

and the woman did not refuse.

She leaned her head lightly

upon the strong arm

of this woman fair

and allowed herself to fall into

whatever was happening there.

Then came the day when the stranger

had to get a taste of the road once more,

a little time to go here and there,

she couldn’t help it,

she was born this way,

but the woman who had been downtrodden

was renewed and no matter what else

might come her way,

from that day forward,

there’d always be more

for the stranger brought back life,

and the love that grew there

turned strangers into lovers and friends -

such love and passion has no end.

Months passed and on a damp August day,

rain dropping like bullets,

lightning dancing,

fresh washed sheets ruined

from mud stains,

she saw that figure she’d never mistake

coming back to her from the dark

shadows of the thunderstorm at bay,

watched her dismount,

shake off the rain,

grabbed her hand as she held it out,

and melted into the strong arms

of the woman who whispered into her ear,

Took care of my business. Darlin’, now I’m

home. It’s you and me from this moment on.

From this day we are born. We’ve got

nothing but time and a whole lifetime of

future to live on. Ready. Set. Let’s ride.

Brio

David DeVary artwork “Urban Cowgirl”
http://www.eleganthorsepictures.com/devary-urban.html

<b>I</b> <b>watched as she approached -</b>
Vigorous, energetic,
An exuberant courage undefined
Life lives here, there is no doubt,
Willingness to exert power
In all the right places,
In sync with her chosen ,
A servant leader,
Hyper focused on the common goal,
There is no alternative.
They are one.
Quick and fast,
Determined, inexhaustible stamina,
Unmistakable gait.
No restraints needed.
Bare back and bridless,
Skin on skin,
Going the distance.
Never lacking in attention.
None can resist – looking.
An attractive arrogance, aromatic ambrosia
Flowing on the wind,
Always on parade.
Pleasure untamed.
Yet under complete control.
Energy pulsing with purpose.
Metamorphosis.
No ordinary mortal contained.
She is born of legend and fame,
And Brio is her name.

Downtown, Midtown, Uptown

Birth brings an introduction

breathe in the first scents of

the city

bright lights

ENERGY

day and night

no stopping

all flow together

like the rolling mixture

of taffy candy

ribbons round the mixer

over and over

time erased

no time for nature

just the hustle and bustle

of life and its

ETERNITY

beating sporatically

downtown, midtown, uptown

wherever you go

and wherever you are

the city

sparkling in the sunlight

glowing in the moonlight

new creature at midnight

when what you are by day

becomes who you are at night

ECCENTRICITY

all around

downtown, midtown, uptown

H-town….

The Debut

I enter into this virtual world with hope, a deeper understanding and appreciation for the written word, and a desire to share my thoughts, feelings and perspectives so that maybe, if I’m lucky, someone somewhere will get something from it.  I’ve learned one thing – you don’t have to be liked to be respected.  I don’t ask you to like my work.  I only ask that you give it chance.  With that in mind, here we go -

I watch her from a corner in a dark room

she’s expertly conducting court with her peers

gathered around her like drones around their queen

drawn to her majesty, beauty in dreams

of visions she pulls out of her hat

what did not exist a few hours earlier

now glowing brightly on the canvass

i tip my glass in a toast to her talent

that she sees in the mirror before her

she smiles then returns to her glory

well earned praise found on every page

shared by those who received an invitation

to the public viewing and i sit back and watch

with great pride and peace knowing

that i need no invitation

every night of my life

is a private showing.

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Hello world!

I’m a poet, a writer, an instructor, a student, a romantic, a tall tale-Old West-Texas history addict, vampire fan and story teller, and a host of extremes all wrapped up in one soul trying to find some balance.  I tend to see the glass half-full, even when it’s tipped over and the contents are spilled all over the floor.  This is my place to share to my thoughts and my work.  I write about life, the real and the imagined, and love.  Well, mostly love.  The love of my life is a woman; however, I believe that because matters of the heart know no gender, anyone can share in what I write.   If you can handle this, then I bid you Welcome.

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